Life is hard. When you are married and have children it's even harder. Life flies by and the busier we get the harder it is for us to empathize with each other.
7 years ago tomorrow #1 son was born. I look at myself in a photograph 7 years ago and the eyes staring back at me have no clue about the changes that were coming. The sacrifices, the marvelousness of it all.
And here I sit staring at the same set of eyes, facing bigger challenges, realizing that sometimes I can get wound up so tight that it's too hard to find the ends, or some nights not worth it. But the thing is, I don't do this alone. Day in day out, we do it together- juggle that big ass ball of twine. In the thick of it all it's so easy to look at my day and think that I got thru it- again...alone. But I didn't- I had help- we have help. So tonight I will find those ends and tie them up and take a deep breath and remind myself that I am never in this- alone.
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